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[26 Jun 2003|01:07pm]

i hate love and everything it does.

except the good things. but theyre all gone.
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newbie [31 May 2003|04:53pm]

[ mood | lonely ]

hey everyone. im new here.
my boyfriend just recently broke up with me this past wednesday. i dont hate him. i do love him. ...so im not here to rant and hate yet. hopefully never. but this just this seemed like a nice place to vent out my feelings and hoping to make friends.
well just a little about me and my x.
my name is amanda im 15 Chris - my x. is also the same age as me one week apart.
i live in port richey, florida. this town sux its says old people retirement all over it. but i would give anything to stay here. i have to move to clearwater soon because my dad's job is there .....probably around august i will be leaving.. .whenever the house sells.... so chris wanted to break up now...
i do understand his point...but it still hurts so bad i love him so much and i dont think i will ever get over him.
He said we should break up now and be CLOSE friends (hugs n kisses still).....but not go out because he is afraid if we continue....when i move....i will still want to go out (ofcourse) and we will end up fightng about it and hating eachother or something like that....
so i guess he is happy now... i had my bday party thursday night...it was fun he was there ..and i got some alone time with him....it just hurts so bad to know ... i cant call him MINE anymore...he isnt my BOYFRIEND. i dont think that has sunk in my skull yet.....its hard. but im trying.
well more to tell but dont want to be a bore.
so comment if u have any thoughts or advice.
glad to be a member.
>_< Amanda >_

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[03 Feb 2003|03:10pm]
i'm new. yay. i don't know a molly but i do know why i don't like love. i'll rant later.
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[01 Oct 2002|10:27am]

[ mood | bouncy ]

i am totally in love with this idea!!!!! i am new to this community.

my exboyfriend is now the boyfriend of my exbestfriend but was too much of a baby to tell me about it and when he went to newyork for a week, everyone and their mom told me, and me and him were technically still something. then he wouldnt return my emails and he is so sssss-stttttttuuuuuuupppppppiiiiiiiddddddd!!!!!!!! i really hate him, and that c-u-n-t, i one time called my bestfriend. [we stopped ebing friends before this all happened, and he knew that, and agreeed with me about how dumb she was...] i hate highschool stuff, good thing im not in highschool anymore!! whew.

okay. wow that felt good. hahahaha.

p.s. i <3333 kathleen hanna, and thats how i found this community. if you do too, join my community... bedroomxdancing. !!!!!!

the end. xoxo bek

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love is.... [21 Jun 2002|02:00am]

[ mood | melancholy ]

i hate love..love hates me...so i thought i'd join :)
and what better way to start off with than he greatest quote ever...
"love is suicide" the smashing pumpkins-bodies
i believe that is true no matter which way you look at it...if you love someone and they leave you, you want to kill yourself and it kills you inside...if the ONE YOU LOVE dies it makes you feel the same way......

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[01 Jun 2002|10:59pm]

[ mood | complacent ]

I'm sure it's been said a million times, but I hate the guys that say "You're a really good person, I just don't think I like you that way."
It's so unbearingly stupid.

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[25 Mar 2002|05:30pm]

omg. you mean theres a place online where i can talk about how much i HATE my exboyfriend!!! thats great!!
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yeah... uh im bored... [20 Mar 2002|07:52pm]
[ mood | okay ]

yup. i definitely havent been here in a while... no one posts... thats prolly why.

im eating a Ho Ho. yum. good stuff.

my sister keep making me watch her eyebrows "dance"


i gotta go.

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allo [24 Feb 2002|01:13pm]

[ mood | angry ]

i've heard about this community quite a lot, and i've been in sistersafetypin using quite a few journals. i've always been indecisive about whether or not to join here because currently i have a great relationship. but last night, my ex somehow wormed his way into my mind and won't leave.

so that's the reason i'm joining. if i started talking about him right now, we'd be here all night. so i won't.

but you'll hear from me.

great idea for a community. <3

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oh yes. [01 Feb 2002|07:19pm]

[ mood | pissed off ]

i just had a door slammed on me by a molly and i think she sucks right now!!!

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[[debate]] [22 Jan 2002|12:45pm]

[ mood | confused ]

did michael jackson have an operation to make himself white??? or did he really have a disease???

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[20 Jan 2002|07:10am]

does anyone have a code that i could have for my friend??
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[18 Jan 2002|11:39am]

[ mood | confused ]

what the hell is going on. boy still loves me im at school, he's going to school next year and he plays up htis shit that he still wants to be with me. he writes

"Today Mr.Siegle decided to talk about love and sex in our psych class. He asked who was in love and I had no problem raising my hand. Alot of the kids in the class were shocked when they heard that S and I were still going out. Then me and Sarah started talking about Marriage and if you would have asked me two monthes ago if I think me and S were gonna get married I would have said no way but now I am not sure. We will just have to see what happens. Take it really slow though (not till after college). If it works out it works out." wtf is that!!!!! im not sure. maybe im a commitaphobe. i love him. i guess i can jsut tak eit one day at a time!!!

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i disgust myself sometimes [15 Jan 2002|11:41pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

things went bad w/ me and this boy in my life, so i took his journal off of my friends list, because it was really hard to read about how is life is all fine and good, and it was obvious that he didn't care anymore.. let alone talk to me anymore. but apparently, i'm a complete MORON, because i let myself go and read it today, and it just bothered me. more than it should. i shouldn't even care, and i hate myself for it.

and you know what? maybe it's just me, but whenever i write about a boy in my journal, it seems as though he goes and makes a point of writing about looking for girls, or something along those lines. *sigh* i'm so stupid about this. sorry for the venting session.

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[31 Dec 2001|09:38pm]

[ mood | amused ]

who needs boys when you can do this?!!?
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[27 Dec 2001|09:29pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

im lonely. so incredibly lonely. and im sure all my friends are tired of hearing it. but i cant help it. i cant help that im too sad for my own good and that Im jealous over anyone and everyone who has someone. Im tired of hearing certain things about certain people and their significant others. I miss being in love. I miss being loved. I miss being happy. And as much as I hate to admit it.. the one thing right now that would make me truly happy is falling in love and being with someone. Knowing that someone loves me.. or even just likes me. Someone I can see often. Someone who likes me for who I am and who I feel 100% comfortable with. Someone who wont make fun of me when I say something stupid and wont mind when I have a mood swing and burst into tears. I just want someone. And Im tired of seeing other people happy.. when im dying inside. Each day that I feel like this, I die a little bit more. This happiness. This smile. This laugh. Its fake. Im faking it. Im tired of faking it.

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A message to teenage girls [14 Dec 2001|05:13pm]

Stop whining. Just find another boyfriend, I'm sure he'll be just as good as your last one.
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boohoo [04 Dec 2001|02:47am]

[ mood | sad ]

i think its about all the molly's in the world that break boys hearts like mine!!! :( i think i know the molly you are talking about jenstefani?!?

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[21 Nov 2001|03:51pm]

[ mood | happy ]

im not totally sure what this community's dealio is but my sisters name is molly and sometimes i have a pretty strong anti-feeling toward her. peace love and surfboards.

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AHHHHHHH! [14 Nov 2001|10:43pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

i hate listening to them. *all his fault* but i cant help it.... its like smokin. even tho youve seen the pix of people with lung cancer and decaying mouths, and you know yr slowly killing yourself, you cant stop smoking. or if you think a stove is on, but you dont really know, and you touch it anyway. [i donno if you do that but i sure do!] or driving past a car crash, u cant help but look, even tho it makes you feel a lil shitty inside.
i listen to Incubus even tho ill suffer from horrendous pain filled flashbacks. why do i do this to myself.

you know what, no. its not like any of those things. its a whole lot worse. i physically feel pain all throughout my body when i hear Incubus. heh, their not even that good either. god, shitty love-stricken emo moods suck. fuck =(

its so hard to look at him. i see him all the time. where ever i seem to go, hes there. i cant avoid him. but when i do, i feel so free. as if a shit load of crap has been lifted off my back and i can actually smile for the moment.

its been 5 fuckin months. dont you think i should be over him now?

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